By my soul Im a soldier
Like steel with a smoulder;
A stack of spunk binded
into one single folder;
But sometimes I feel dormant,
Sometimes bored and tired;
Coz I was placed long ago,
but Im still not hired;
all they say is I cant leave in middle,
else I'll get lawyered;
Im not scared to get fired,
but I've a family to support;
soon an I-card on my neck,
and a boss to report.
I have no proof that I was born
cause my birth certificate,
is either lost or torn;
and its not even known.
And sometimes the people in govt offices,
are either cocky or full of frustration,
like they are sufferers of constant constipation,
Sometimes I think its my obligation,
to stick them a tight slap,
coz here I am brainwashed,
from rock n from rap;
All that people want from them
is to be less cruel,
only 10% deserve respect
rest can kiss MySql.
Sometimes all I see is haze,
may be my mind needs dusting.
I do believe in God,
I just don't trust Him.
Coz I do have second thoughts,
of this being an Illusion,
May be karma is crap,
may be God is a delusion;
I DO want to have faith,
But I dont have enough reasons,
Sometimes I find my intuition,
leading to subliminal confusion.
So as my subconscious gets arrested,
to this train of chain reaction;
He exist in my mind,
as the ultimate perfection.
Sometimes I think what are obstacles,
obstacles are nature's way to make you strong,
And what is money? It is the mist on the spectacles
which blurs the redline of right and wrong.
What is ethic?
Ethic is the cloth you use to clean your glass.
What are dreams?
Dreams are your whole life's center of mass.
What is envy?
Envy is a clue you should stop
giving too much damn about others.
Of whatever you are be proud, brothers.
What is swearing?
Swearing is a way to quickly eradicate
your frustration and hate.
What is cautious* hypocrisy?
It is a girl which I dont want to date.
See I am not some wise ass or philosophy technician
But these are my experiences, my views, my definitions
PS: *I added the word 'cautious' here because I think that people are sometimes unknowingly hypocrites, means they themselves dont really know that or the situation is sometimes complicated which makes them do so. I think you got it.
-PK